I’ve been noticing many highly positive changes for the past few weeks now but wanted to wait until I was personally sure about what I was feeling before I said anything.
Since Feb. 1999 it has been incredibly physically painful for me to leave my higher vibrating house and go out there to shop or do anything. It’s been extremely painful, sickening, toxic, frustrating, repulsive and down right annoying out there as it increasingly is for anyone whose evolving/ascending/shifting. Over the past ten years some of my extreme ascension symptoms have lessened making going out to do the shopping and other necessary things a bit easier for me. Some days were a tiny bit easier and less painful, while other days where 100 times worse and I honestly wondered how I was going to be able to continue doing the monthly shopping if this kept increasing.
I’ve noticed that the last two times I’ve left my house and gone out there to do grocery shopping since July 2009, I haven’t been in as much physical pain as I usually am when I go out into the lower frequency world. I can’t express what a miracle this is after ten years of ascension hell! The first time I felt this improvement in late July, I thought it was just some unusual anomaly. But, every time I’ve gone out during August it’s been the same; reduced physical body pains and pressures.
On top of this minor miracle was the almost opposite contrast of coming back home, and once here, becoming extremely exhausted and weak. Not painful, just profoundly tired, weak and deeply lethargic and it all feels rather nice in comparison to my years of feeling hyper and electric from so much higher energy running through me constantly. The other major change that’s happened just in July and August 2009, is that I’m able to sleep after the past ten years of not sleeping longer than 45 minutes to 2 hours at a time, and only getting maybe four hours sleep per night. I’m still waking up a couple of times a night to use the bathroom but now I’m able to go back to sleep and stay asleep. This too is a major miracle after so many horrid ascension years of not sleeping or feeling rested.
So, what’s happened recently to cause these huge important changes? The 2009 Summer Solstice and the three Eclipses and the “Lighworkers Strike”. What’s happened recently in July and August 2009 is comparable to that mega release and shifting process that happened back in November and December 2008 when many Lightworkers finally got to energetically move back up a few stair steps to where we had been already. We’d gone back down a few stair steps only to hold the Ascension Exit Door open for yet another year in hopes of getting more people to finally get on-board the Ascension Process. Once that phase was completed many of us automatically shot to the surface—absolutely desperate for higher frequency air—because we’d been drowning and crushed from the dense pressures down there for over a year.
This current Summer 2009 ascension shift is energetically similar to that past huge release in late 2008, yet it’s much more vast. This September with all its 9’s plus the 9-9-09 date, will finalize and anchor in this monumental Summer 2009 shifting phase. Everyone will settle and find their current energetic footing once again as we all do along the escalator stair steps during these extra-large ascension shifts and releases.
As I mentioned, my physical pain level has greatly decreased recently and again that’s because we’ve been released (through our Lightworker Strike) plus there’s just much less lower dense stuff within me and you now to have to deal with every time we inch or leap forward vibrationally. The less lower dense stuff/junk/ego control/emotional issues/polarity/karma etc. we have within us, the less painful, difficult and lengthy these ascension aches and pains become. I know this is true because I’ve been living it, suffering through every inch of it, struggling with it, and lightening my personal load constantly too just like so many of us have been.
The ascension process becomes so much easier and its cycles so much shorter and faster because we’ve already done SO much inner work and transmuting. The more we transmute within ourselves, the easier and faster these different ascension cycles or phases happen or feel to us, so hang in there, and know it does indeed get easier and shorter in duration. Don’t forget it is an ongoing PROCESS and the more Crystal or clear energetically we become, the less painful and miserable we feel continuously housing more Light within ourselves and our new vibrationally matching bodies.
I’ve also felt like I’ve moved to Neptune or something in that it currently feels like we’ve shifted or relocated to new and vastly more empty areas. I actually like this feeling of living with no neighbors for light-years in all direction, but I also know that this too is another phase and I’ll eventually have to RE-learn the Aquarian and 5th dimensional Group thing once again. Being Lightworkers or “System Busters” took us shockingly out of our higher familiar 5D and higher Group things and into isolated, fractured, seemingly insane and unsafe ego centered 3D. But now we’ve reached the point in the Process where we’re ascending/evolving/shifting back into the higher dimensional 5D and Aquarian Age Group energies once again. We’ll still have our hard-earned Leo/Solar wisdom’s, gifts, talents, and thing that is our “passion”, but now it will flow out of us and back into the higher Aquarian 5D Group. So don’t worry if you haven’t as yet consciously figured out exactly what your Gift or Passion to give to the Group is. It will naturally unfold within your awareness and then you and I will wonder how we ever forgot it in the first place.
August 23, 2009
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