My Lightworker Strike

(This post is in response to Karen Bishop’s latest WINGS report, The Re-Calibration With a Very New Plan’  July 28, 2009.)

Karen Bishop starts her latest report off with the line — “A very new plan is in the process of being put into place, and it is a much needed plan indeed.” I couldn’t agree more.

Things haven’t been“perfect” for a long while now and I was really tired and frustrated repeatedly hearing that it was or soon would be. It hasn’t been“perfect” from my perspective for a long time and I’ve kept my mouth shut about this for many years because I didn’t feel it should be said publicly. I always tell my truth—I just don’t always tell ALL of it for reasons just like this.

I’ve sensed for all of 2009 that the old lower world (vibrationally below me) and the new higher not-yet-manifest world (vibrationally just above me) had both reached some strange energetic stalemate, some massive pause or blockage in them. There’s been some very positive changes within the lower “falling” world recently which was naturally met with much negative resistance, name calling, egoic low-blows and all the typical negative comments and reactions that lower consciousness and lower energies have when confronted with higher energies, higher consciousness, and positive change. They attack because they don’t want to change, grow, evolve or give up their control/wealth/power etc. They don’t want to die, they don’t want to change, and they don’t want anyone else to change or grow either because who would they have power over then? This is old well-known shit and not the point of this post.

On the other hand there’s been, for a long time now, a huge hold-up and endless waiting for as many people still down in the lower world, the lower old energies and lower patriarchal polarized consciousness, to get the hell on-board finally. We’ve been waiting and waiting and going back down energetically repeatedly year after year, usually getting repeatedly attacked (verbally, physically and psychically),  as was The Plan among the real (“System Busting”) Lightworkers and Wanderers/Starseeds. Since 2006 I’ve been well-aware of the fact that despite how much effort, energy, assistance, writing, LINK sharing, and pointing out the energetic Exit Door and all the Light shining through it I’ve personally been doing in multiple places, there are simply a lot of people who are not interested at all in any type of higher way, higher consciousness, higher energies, a new astrological Age or any of it. These people are very happy with their egos and left-brained patriarchal intellects and have no desire or intention to evolve or change or grow no matter to what degree the Universe, the astrological transits (the Planets, Eclipses, Solar flares and all other cosmic help), plus all the Lightworkers/Wayshowers/Starseeds open energy doors for them to simply walk through. They’re not interested—not at all. They thoroughly enjoy what they have and I totally understand that and even why. Problem is that it’s time to change/evolve/ascend/shift to a new higher level of being and consciousness and world now.

Because I’ve been conscious of being a Forerunner Lightworker since childhood, and I’m 57 as of this writing, my view and attitude about all this is probably a bit different and less warm n’ fuzzy and fluffy than some others. I’ve half jokingly referred to myself in years past as a Cosmic Janitor or a Blue Collar Lightworker meaning that I don’t mess around with any of this. This is hard, dangerous energy work and there’s nothing fluffy or gentle or easy about one fucking bit of any of it—at least not over the past 15 years or so. It’s hard and painful work that’s been done through many of us and our physical bodies and beings, as is the case with real Lightworking.

However, I’ve always believed that the entire population incarnate on earth now will NOT all go holding hands and skipping into the new higher Light together! Many people have believed this however, so the rest of us Lightworkers have willingly waited and waited and waited and gone back repeatedly to allow more numbers of people to get on-board since 2006. I’ve personally taken a few beatings because of my doing this, and when we had to go back down a few energy stair steps during 2007–2008, that was absolutely it for me personally. When that last hold-up and go back down again to try to help, point out, or just leave bread crumbs of higher Light for other people down there ended in December 2008, I was so freaking exhausted and frazzled and ALL DONE with getting kicked in the nuts by the disbeliever’s down there. As far as I was concerned, they’ve had more than enough time to get with the higher program and higher energies literally flooding the planet for this very purpose. I will no longer wait or go back down for them. It’s shit or get off the pot time humanity, and because of the “Free Will” business with this place, it’s totally up to you to do or not do, to get on-board or not get on-board. No right or wrong with any of this, simply free will and individual choice. BUT, we Lightworkers won’t forever be going back down energy stair steps just to point out a better higher way of perceiving, living, and being. You’ve made your personal decision to not get on-board and that’s perfectly fine so enjoy the ride.

A couple of weeks ago I was so done, so finished with all of this, so done with the waiting, the going back down again and again to assist or spread information which is higher Lightso done with certain people/channelers/writers/ascension teachers etc. and their fluffy attitude about the ascension/shifting/Age change that I went on Strike! I shut down and energetically went on Strike and informed the higher levels and beings therein that if I’m supposed to be “…wearing my One Hat…”  then by gawd you better get some assistance and help in here for us Elder exhausted Forerunner Starseed Lightworkers because I won’t wear all these hats anymore! It’s not my Job any longer to wear multiple cosmic hats for lower vibrating people who are infatuated with their egos, their intellects and utter dis-empowerment, and I am going on Strike until a newer NEW Plan is created and activated that frees us beat-up, exhausted, repeatedly attacked, invisible, disrespected and misunderstood Lightworkers. That’s it—I am done—so it’s up to you Guys to re-work this thing now for those of us Lightworkers living in freaking no-mans-land waiting and working and waiting and working and waiting.

Karen said in her latest – “The chasm will be much greater than was planned.”  And – “Everything had to stop in order to be re-set once again.”

That was my Lightworker Strike. That was the end of this endless and exhausting waiting and going back down energetically for others. Like I said, I’ve always believed that the numbers who could ascend, who could make the jump to light speed, who could and wanted to make the “Harvest” this time around would be much less in number than many had believed. This isn’t anything new. It’s always been like this in past cycles and again, there’s nothing wrong with this and no one on either side has “failed” in any way. It’s simply time to get the show on the road now is all. No more waiting, no more suffering fools, no more attacks, no more living without a world under my ass! I want and deserve my NEW higher world now, so let’s get this thing finally happening because no one else wants to get on-board for a higher way at this point. And as is always the case, everyone will end up exactly where they need to be. This one is impossible to screw up actually. Thanks for listening to my rant about this and my Lightworker Strike is now over.

Denise

July 28, 2009

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24 thoughts on “My Lightworker Strike

  1. luckycharmgirl,

    I’m SOOOO glad you’ve found me/TRANSITIONS. When I first saw your name on the Comment, I wondered if it was the same “luckycharm” I knew from S-N? Thanks for letting me know.

    Yes, yes, and more yes to everything you said. We’re done…all done with this and I too felt like you thinking I was the only one who was going on Lightworker Strike, but many of us did and all at the same time! I just said “Enough already with this, it’s too much and we’re hurting out here so change the Plan now.” We’ve all got to realize that it’s US who are running the show now.

    I’m so glad you’re out of those past lower jobs (and all the rest of it) finally. It sounds like you need to be looking in a very different place for “work” now.

    About the book you’re writing or want to get published… I don’t know what it’s about or anything, but I used Booklocker.com to publish my first one and the second one that will be on the market soon. You might check them out, read through their info for authors and submitting manuscripts, publishing costs etc. I used them because they felt higher and trustworthy. Plus I own my books, I own the covers of them, I own everything and not the publishing company which was important to me. Check out their website to see if it’s something that sounds good to you.

    Again, I’m so glad we’ve reconnected and I hope you check in at TRANSITIONS often. 🙂

    Hugs,
    Denise aka “Lapis”

  2. Seriously, thank you for voicing my frustrations. I am still having a hard time letting go. I see people who are almost there and… yeah, sucker me. There are also times I wonder if I fell off of the train again because I just want to jump up and down and rant. I am finding it nearly impossible to have any sort of interaction with most people and this is frustrating to me.

  3. nadeanna,

    I too have felt isolated, frustrated, and very exhauted for years now. There are less and less people we can have meaningful interactions or discussions with, unless they too are living through what we are. That’s why I’m so grateful to have you readers/friends/fellow ascenders here at TRANSITIONS that take the time/energy to write Comments. It is great connecting and sharing together. 🙂

    Hugs,
    Denise

  4. Thats part of the experiment for you ladies. Taking your power back! You cant put forth the powerful energy when you are giving it away! That would only mean you were resisting and we know what we resist persists! The grand adventure is not to judge yourself and your actions so therefor you put forth that positive energy! I can promise you are smiling now and feeling the relief and with that relief are the treasures.Congradulations ladies… You have made it!

  5. […] • Between 2006–2009 there were numerous multidimensional meetings between many of the incarnate Starseeds (“ground crew”) with certain higher dimensional Beings/Starbeings/Lightbeings/ETs etc. about when the Separation of Worlds would happen in 3D; when the completion of the Ascension Process would happen in 3D; and when the absolute last cutoff date in 3D would be for people who hadn’t chosen to Ascend/Evolve into increasing Unity and Responsibility over continued Separation and not taking Responsibility. [I hinted at some of this in my July 2009 article My Lightworker Strike  https://deniselefay.wordpress.com/2009/07/28/my-lightworker-strike/ ] […]

  6. I am new, but I can really understand what all of the above readers are saying. I am exhausted and
    stay alone a lot because it is difficult being around people out there, I just want to have scotty beam me
    up!! I am not a lightworker or such, and I struggle with letting go of bad habits and feel guilty about this
    all the time, I try to refrain, but keep getting sucked into these habits and then I feel that I am going to
    really be left behind if I do not get my act together and take responsibilyt, but the dark has me in a hold
    so tight I feel defeated.
    Anyway, what I really wanted to ask you is how does one ascend to get to a higher vibration? Is
    it just by meditating, living a clean life? How can one do this. I do not want to be left behind I have
    been searching all my llife to fill that missing whole inside my heart. I would like it if you could
    respond to me via email because I don’t do twitter or facebook or any of that. Thank you for
    your sight even though I do not understand a lot of it like the new moon or astrology etc.
    cindrablue@comcast.net

  7. Denise, when I read your post, it reminded of the novel ATLAS SHRUGGED by Ayn Rand. I was a huge fan of that novel when I was in my teens and 20s. I closely identified with the heroes of that novel. I realize now that the plot of that story has a lot of remarkable parallels to the ascension process we’ve all been going through the last several years.

    Tom

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