Since early childhood there’s been certain things that have affected me profoundly. Things like autumn, the setting western Sun, large flowing rivers, the rain, certain animals etc. These and other things have always spoke to my deep heart, my soul in fact and called to me from some distant place with a very important message; a message I’ve lived in reverse over the decades. Sensitives/psychics/Wanderers/Starseeds/Lightworkers usually do live life in a strange ass-backwards sort of way. This will make sense in a few more paragraphs.
Because I have four planets (a stellium in astrological terms) in Libra (in the 8th), I assumed that was the main reason the autumn pulled at my heart and soul so strongly each year. Same with sunsets, especially throughout the fall. As a child it was nearly unbearable and I’d cry and ache and become so profoundly Homesick facing the west and watching the autumn Sun going away. I wanted to go Home in the worst of ways during those childhood years. Some of you (other Wanderers) reading this will no doubt relate to much of this deep heart pain and soul Homesickness feeling.
Astrologically, the polarity between Aries/Libra is about Aries=Self and Libra=Others. It’s much more complex than that of course but those two keywords say so very much about Aries and Libra and what’s going on between them both as they’re really two sides of the same coin.
Old 3D Libra had to do with things like all forms of partnerships, the marriage partner, business partners, all of those “Others” out there. But as we continue evolving, ascending, learning and expanding this “Others” that Libra represents is expanding to include far more of the other “Others” out there. “Others” like nonphysical Starbeings, Lightbeings, ETs, Angelics, other-dimensional Beings and so on. Now has astrology changed? No, we are. These nonphysical higher dimensional beings have always been out/in there. We’ve just been expanding, ascending and evolving consciously and energetically to where WE’RE now in the process of consciously including Them in that Libra collective of the “Others”. You see, they are waiting for us to vibrationally ascend or come back Home to them, not for them to drop down to the old lower earth reality.
Another aspect of this are certain scenes within the King Arthur story and the story (and movies) Lord Of The Rings. I’m referring to those powerfully symbolic archetypal scenes where certain people were permanently leaving earth because it was simply their time to do so. In the movie Lord Of The Rings it’s all those beautiful heart-wrenching scenes where the Elves are exiting Earth and that dimension because it was time for that transition for both them and the humans. In that story the Elves and humans transitioned….ascended to a slightly higher vibration, place, and new state of being and learning.
In the King Arthur story it was those many scenes about the fey people; the Lady of the Lake, the Merlin and how many of them and other characters were vibrational half-breeds. They had one parent that was a physical human and the other parent was fey or from a less dense nonphysical dimension. Current day Wanderers/Starseeds/Lightworkers etc. should come to mind and heart. That is why these myths, these stories, these books and movies are in our reality now because we’re living them in our way in this here and now.
There’s another important archetypal scene I must add to these two and it’s from my past life in Egypt around 12,600 b.c. (I’ve written some about it already so please check the Archives if interested.) It is this Egyptian past life memory with those three higher dimensional Star Beings from 8D Orion, 6D Sirius, and the 5D Pleiades, that was always with me as a child in this life. It was their leaving me and all the other star seeds way back in ancient Egypt, that’s held strong and painful in my heart and soul from childhood in this incarnation and there’s a very important reason for this.
You see in that ancient life in Egypt they seeded many of us as their children, their half-breed, fey, Starseeded children. In that past life I painfully remember when it was time for all of them to leave earth and all of us, very much like those scenes in Lord Of The Rings when the Elves had to leave earth. It nearly broke my heart knowing that they’d finished (the Egyptian ETs) what they came to physical earth to do and had to go back to their higher dimensional Homes but all of us Starseeds had to stay here…and for so very long without them! The great plans and projects cover vast amounts of time, so much so it’s easy to miss them and not connect those ancient dots across half of the Ages back to this current time and all of us here in this now.
I don’t know who said this originally but it is true at the deepest of levels:
“We are who we’ve been waiting for.”
Throughout this whole life I’ve always had easy and nearly constant (psychic/telepathic/etheric) access to some of these higher dimensional beings, these Lightbeings, these positive ET beings, these non-physicals, these dear Friends and Family from Home. It was part of the overall plan, part of my personal plan with them from Ages long ago. In this life and time period where many dots would finally be connected and wrapped up, it was necessary that I had easy and constant psychic and telepathic contact with them and a handful of other “Others”. 😉 (I hope everyone is catching the multidimensionality I’m trying to express and share within this linear form of communication.) This is very true with all Wanderers/Lighworkers/Starseeds/Indigos etc. We’d never reincarnate back into slower polarized physical 3D reality, getting ready to enter the ascension process, without numerous higher dimensional Friends and Family from Home working, helping, triggering, contacting and appearing to us from that side of the dimensional border or veil. Never! We have safeguards within safeguards within greater safeguards built into us and our etheric bodies to help us stay in contact with them so we’d wake up on time and remember why we’ve reincarnated here again now. Some of your “sightings” and other paranormal experiences are not what you may at first believed them to be. It often times is some ET cousin or friend trying to get you Starseed/Wanderer to remember why you’re down here again with amnesia!
As a young child having those heartbreaking periods of deep Homesickness; as a young adult looking up at the starry night sky and missing Home and them so very much; and now as a middle-aged Elder Lightworker Wanderer who’s living the ongoing ascension process, I can connect far more of those ancient cosmic dots than ever before because I’m finally there now. Back in the mid 1990’s my much beloved Egyptian ET Friends and Family began to retreat from me. I asked them why one day and they told me they had to leave me because what was coming soon, was up to me alone to go through, to live through. What they were referring to was the beginning of my physical ascension process that started Feb. 1999. I no longer have the same type of telepathic/psychic/empathic contacts with them that I had all my life before Feb. 1999. The reasons for this brings us to what this post is really all about.
I and many of you have been working towards this for so long now it’s almost too much to take in and contain within ourselves…yet. My dearly beloved higher dimensional Egyptian ET Friends and Family left me in Feb. 1999, left me and us back in Egypt of 12,600 B.C. because everyone is ascending. Everyone is leaving that old lower 3D earth, everyone is moving up energetic stair steps to become the ones doing the creating and care-taking but at a new higher dimension and state of being. You and I are rapidly becoming more consciously aware that we’ve taken the place of these beloved ancient of ancient stellar beings/parents/teachers/guides/builders/angelics etc. It’s our turn to experience this and they too have moved on to new higher levels and creations as well. You see it’s not just us humans within 3D involved with this Ascension Process.
It is about our Graduating from the old 3D school of polarized learnings within physicality and permanently leaving, just like the Elder Star beings and Angelics have in our recent and very ancient pasts. Some of us are taking their place now and will create anew with what we’ve learned from having spent so much time within 3D time and dense polarized physicality. And don’t you know that what we can and will now create, because of our ascensions, because of it all, will be profound and extremely beautiful? Many of Them, and many of the other Others, are anxious to see what we do create in our new higher dimensional world and reality as the new beings we’re becoming.
Denise Le Fay
July 13, 2008
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