Over the past 4 years I’ve been increasingly aware that my consciousness has changed rather dramatically. I’ve been aware of what’s called “normal” consciousness—old lower 3D polarized consciousness. It was primarily left-brain only egoic awareness (as represented by the planetary patriarchy) that was/is extremely cut off from most all right-brain consciousness.
Next is what’s called “ESP” by many, I call it being psychic/sensitive/empathic. I’ve been clairvoyant (clear seeing), clairaudient (clear hearing), and clairsentient (clear knowing) from early childhood and I don’t know what it’s like to not have those tools of perception. Over the decades I learned more and more about them, and others, and how they and I worked together. In other words, I was a psychic and ultra sensitive and have always been so, but keep in mind that I had these finer tools of perception in the old lower vibrating world. Now that I’ve/we’ve been increasing our vibrational state, our DNA expansions etc. via the ascension process, these lifelong psychic tools of perception and how they function have changed because I’ve changed as would be expected.
Before I get into what this new Higher Self connection is like so far, I want to describe what it’s like being a psychic sensitive and using those tools to perceive faster vibrating realities/dimensions, beings and entities, but from the old lower vibrating 3D world.
In the past when I’d have telepathic and etheric contact and communications with some positive ET beings and/or Lightbeings, there was a sort of meeting in the middle between Them and myself. In other words, They would down step energetically to even be able to make contact with me in old lower polarized 3D, while I’d speed up energetically (as much as I was able at the time) to be able to communicate with Them. We’d meet in the middle for awhile and exchange information/Light. I’d ask questions of Them and I always got answers. It was a most easy, natural and familiar exchange between us and I was very used to having access to Them. Then They began to retreat energetically because I was getting ready to enter my ascension process but I’ll save this story for another blog entry.
The other more day-to-day psychic perceptions and visions haven’t changed much. As I’ve grown and moved through the many layers of learning’s and Initiations both within and without, my psychic abilities have become much less dramatic and colorful which is a huge blessing! It was no fun having your emotional body constantly battered about by unseen energies and emotions from other people and locations. It’s all still there but minus the high drama and intensity, plus, I’ve learned how to turn the volume knob way down when I need to and just ignore the constant noise and impressions from below.
I feel that because I’ve been a psychic and ultra sensitive for over 50 years, I have a rather unique perspective on our current ascension and shifting awareness. About 4 years ago I easily realized that how I was accessing information/Light/knowledge had totally changed. I know, I don’t believe, I know because I’ve been doing it and I’m effortlessly connected to MORE of my own Higher Self now. This is the third level of my/our ongoing awareness expansions. More and more I find I suddenly have knowledge about certain things and I didn’t have to “do” anything! I don’t have to think or intellectualize, I don’t have to psychically sense or perceive, I don’t have to alter or speed up my vibratory state to make the leap to a higher level…I simply have higher, larger, knowledge in my awareness now. This is due to my closer energetic location and larger connection to my own Higher Self.
This is so radically different from the two other ways of perception it’s amazing. And it’s so easy, so simple, so effortless and that too was hard for me to grasp at first. Now, I expect it. Oh how quickly we adapt to these higher ways and tools of perception. And what’s really wonderful is that this way of perceiving and accessing large chunks of information or knowningness is the real “natural” way. Not that sick polarized dysfunctional and deluded way of perception within a tiny fraction of an inch of what’s really available to perceive! No this is an effortless connection with your own Higher Self and the knowledge is just there in you with no work, fuss, thinking or strain. Aah, how wonderful to be back here again after so long.
This is why we first needed to be completely “Rewired” in our bodies, why we needed to integrate or have our two brain hemispheres Rewired also and dissolve the dividing Veil between them; become whole brained beings. To resolve and integrate all of our polarized parts, our projected dark aspects, heal our wounds and take full responsibility for everything we needed to. We first had to clean up our ancient messes, resolve polarity within us, then become whole so that we could connect with more of ourselves that have always existed at a faster, higher vibrating frequency. And as we do this our consciousness is automatically and naturally transformed into something very different and far, far, superior to what we’ve been working within. There is no comparison actually.
March 21, 2008
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