The past couple of weeks I’ve noticed a return of some old ascension symptoms but they’re more extreme in many ways. They’re not always as physically painful as in past years thankfully, but this is definitely a higher, more intense version of these old symptoms. Or, this is the way I’m perceiving them today compared to 4, 5, 6-plus years ago because of the Inner Work and transformations I’ve already gone through.
It makes sense that some of these old familiar ascension symptoms return occasionally for the simple reason that we’re still evolving, transmuting, adjusting and readjusting repeatedly internally and externally. This will continue for a good while I suspect, but now, at our less dense, higher state of being which makes these periods feel and seem much worse than earlier months or years. They’re not, it just feels that way from our new clearer higher state and bodies.
I can take a lot of physical pain but I have a much harder time with those periods of ultra-sensitivity to sounds, light, individuals and groups of people making a lot of noise. I have a very difficult time pretending publicly that everything is just fine and dandy when this particular ascension symptom is pummeling me! It feels like I and every single nerve throughout my body won’t survive being around noisy, unthinking, unaware masses of people shopping and talking.
It happened yesterday in a produce store that was crowded with shoppers. The sounds of all the people talking, the damned plastic bags rustling as they put fruits and vegetables in them, the pathetic store music playing way too loud overhead, those totally unaware people who believe they’re the only person in the Universe and therefore pay zero attention to anyone else; all this and my returned ultra-sensitivity nearly drove me to bludgeon poor innocent watermelons and tomatoes. It was horrible, and like I said, I can’t fake my way through this particular ascension symptom. When all the noises and unaware people become way too much for me to cope with, I have to get the hell outta Dodge fast and hideout in the car for a bit. Better that than being arrested for loosing it publicly. Road rage? How about bananas and potatoes rage?
A few years ago I used to have to wear ear plugs when I entered stores because my eyes would tear from the physical pain all the sounds caused me. Sounds made my body hurt, my head and skull literally reverberate and my mind scream. It was, and still is I discovered yesterday, like what I suspect having a nervous breakdown feels like. At really severe periods of this particular ascension symptom, even hearing the noise of my own speech causes tremendous pain in my head.
There’s also been the sudden return of the famous ascension symptom many within the Ascension Community call ‘the 3 AM Club’. It’s where you’ve been sound asleep but suddenly get dropped (shoved) back into your physical body, utterly wide awake and there’s no way you’re going to get back to sleep no matter how hard and long you try. You glance at the clock and yep, it’s 3:00 AMish and you know from experience to not even try to go back to sleep!
There’s also been the body aches, back and spine stiffness, dizziness or slow inner head spinning, hearing strange nonphysical sounds and voices, inner ear clicking, and the random lower negative dream and/or feelings that float through looking for a place or person to land on. Sound familiar?
The end results of all this will be well worth it all of course so get some good ear plugs, know where all the exits are in the stores you’re shopping in, don’t forget where you parked the car among the sea of huge SUV’s out there, and sleep when you can.
October 4, 2007
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